Guys I’m watching Friends…all the seasons out of order. I have watched it many times but usually when I can’t stop it, it’s a sign that I’m struggling. I am struggling. (On a side note after Zack and I were married we walked down the isle together to the theme song of Friends which was very fitting for us. I really loved how my wedding turned out, the colors were beautiful and it was generally fun) So yes I did indeed have a wonderful wedding and the honeymoon was awesome. It has all been good and so far married life is wonderful! To know you have someone to count on no matter what and takes you as you are is the best thing I could ever ask for. I wish this on everyone. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have someone support me through all this. Someone that knows when I’m watching Friends like the way I am it means something.
I can’t sleep at night either. I don’t go to bed until 11 or 11:30. I know that doesn’t seem late but for me on a work day it is. I stay up watching Friends. Friends gets me through things much like reading Harry Potter does. I’ve been too tired to read at night though so I have books piling up on me.
To go with my wedding something very sad happened to a friend in my life and I can’t talk about it on the blog but it affected me very deeply. She has been a wonderful and supportive friend and she’s always positive and always happy. So for something terrible to happen to her makes me really question life and the things that happen to good people. I also know that God has his reasons for the things that happen and I have to put faith in to that. Except some times it is just so hard to understand.
With that all said I think my life is about to change drastically well I know it is. I know what you’re thinking “you just got married how much more change could it be?”. But it is…I am about to do something that I don’t think I ever thought I would do which is chase my dreams. Well chase them a little bit. I am just lucky to have someone to help me with this. I am not going to go in to detail about it just yet until it’s all said and done but I am looking forward to it. Although I am a little scared about it.
I don’t think I meant this post to turn out this way! It’s funny I actually think I started it to say that I am going to start reading more in the near future and so I will have more activity on this blog. However I think this blog is starting to be more of my personal blog plus me ranting and raving about books and movies rather then our blog but that’s OK. I need the outlet.
